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Kiah Stokes's avatar

Planning an at-home birth with a camera tripod fixated on my lady parts while immersed in a tub of my own fluids and a damp cloth draped on my forehead as my midwife judiciously directs me to breathe, breathe, breathe while I push, push, push without any medication, was a fantasy.

The closest I came to having a natural childbirth involved my divorced parents, anchored on either side of me, watching their first grandchild enter the world. Nothing unusual—I had a Pitocin drip and an epidural before the nurse removed my catheter; my father pressed my left knee to my ear and forced me to push while I screamed, “I can’t push anymore!” And my mother fed me ice chips and cheered me to “keep going,” while my then husband videotaped the doctor’s hands carefully removing our daughter from the canal.

I respect those mothers who can endure natural childbirth. I couldn’t. My first experience of giving birth was unconventional, but purposeful and proper.

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Hundreds of angry hornets, acting on their natural instinct to protect the nest, swarmed around the landscape crew. They had cut down a dead tree along the walking trail above the driveway and discovered the tree was occupied. As the crew quit the site, I grabbed my phone and called our exterminator. The next day, the exterminator arrived and said, “The hornets entered the tree through a knothole and hollowed out the tree. Since the tree fell on that knothole, it’s going to be a little tricky killing the hornets. Tell the landscape crew not to cut until I come back next week to make sure the hornets are no longer active.” I understood the hornet’s natural tendency to protect the community—I’ve done it myself. A few years ago, I was standing on a busy street corner in New York City when I heard a woman’s frantic shout, “Emmanuel! Wait! Stop,” and the pit-pat-pit-pat sound of a child’s sandals hitting pavement, coming from behind me. I looked at the “do not walk” traffic sign and turned to confirm what I suspected was happening. “Stop, stop! Emmanuel!” yelled the slender young woman, pushing an empty stroller and running desperately. The scampering child, I guessed two years old, stopped on the sidewalk two feet from me. He gazed back at the young woman and tossed his black silky curls. Then his dark eyes widened, and his mouth hinted an impish grin. “Emmanuel!” the young woman shrieked. She was still several yards away. He jerked as if to take off running again, this time into the street. I grabbed his baby fat arm. Then I looked at the woman and said, “I’ve got him!” “No,” he cried, trying to squirm away from me. The young woman arrived two long seconds later. “Thank you,” she said to me while taking the boy’s hand. “She scared me,” I heard him say to the young woman as they walked away. “You scared me,” she replied. “You can’t be running away from me, Emmanuel, it’s not safe.” I was sorry to have frightened him, but he, his mother, and I were only doing what was natural.

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